so, there's this boy

I met you, yep, a few months ago & I don't know what you do to me, but I can't stop thinking about you.
I hate it, so much, because this is way out of my hands, of my head, this is way too much.
I don't know what is this, I just know I can't get you out of my mind, & you just flood over my mind, my thoughts.
Is it real? Is it true?
It may be just a bad joke, or maybe a dirty game of destiny, but I know, that I don't wanna let this go, I don't wanna let YOU go...
Maybe they are right, you are not the one for me, but I think, if I feel it, it must be true & you said once that dreaming is just about feeling & that was what make you live it.
It's all tangled, it's never clear, what you feel, what you say, what you do, what you make... what the hell! When did you become important in my life? When did I started to care what you do, what you say or what you feel?
& now, I just can think, I'm so fucked up, in love with you... in love with who? Exactly, that person who you don't know, who does not trust you, the one you don't know anything about... & maybe the magic is hidden there, the fact that you are so misterious, so different, maybe that made me fell in love... or maybe I'm so damn confused that I don't even know what is this...
but when you look at me, I feel like flying & when you hold my hand, there are no limits...
It should mean something right?