5dic.

Tan fácil como un suspiro.
Tan simple como una hoja de arbolito cayendo.
Así es la amistad, tan pura y tan sencilla.
Una mirada. una sonrisa y ¡PUM! aparece de la nada
Llenándonos de risas y felicidad.
De bromas y de lágrimas.
De secretos y de gritos.
Para siempre.

4.Dic.

Domingo normal y soleado.
Feliz cumpleaños.
Todos te extrañamos y vamos a comer por tu natalicio.
¡Qué anciano eres!
Se que estarías feliz hoy, que me dejarías ir al concierto. Es más tú irías conmigo.
Eras un papá "cool". Si, así decían todos en los 90's.
Como siempre no sabría que regalarte, pero te diría que tu regalo te lo daría en navidad.
Me abrazarías muy fuerte.
Te extraño.
Odio estos días porque mamá se pone triste, nadie sabe que pasa, sólo unos pocos sabemos de donde viene la tristeza de mamá y mi confusión de no saber a donde mirar.
Aún no puedo evitar llorar poquito cada que me acuerdo.
Mis ojos se llenan de lágrimas y simplemente sólo queda seguir, día a día. Por ti. Por mi. Por nosotras.
Creí que mientras más pasára el tiempo iba a ser cada año más fácil. Me equivoqué.
Cada año te necesito más, cada vez me acuerdo más de ti.
¡Regresa! ¡Ya! Basta de juegos y ven a acariciar mi cabello y a apapacharme cuando estoy triste.
Se que tengo tu actitud hacia la vida, simplemente lo sé.
Se que para mamá es difícil porque tú y yo nos parecíamos mucho, pero también se que eso la pone feliz.
¡Ahhh! De verdad quiero que estés aquí.
Hoy brindaremos por ti, porque aunque ya no estás al lado nuestro nos cuidas, nos amas, y nosotros a ti.
Te amo.
Te extraño.

so, there's this boy

I met you, yep, a few months ago & I don't know what you do to me, but I can't stop thinking about you.
I hate it, so much, because this is way out of my hands, of my head, this is way too much.
I don't know what is this, I just know I can't get you out of my mind, & you just flood over my mind, my thoughts.
Is it real? Is it true?
It may be just a bad joke, or maybe a dirty game of destiny, but I know, that I don't wanna let this go, I don't wanna let YOU go...
Maybe they are right, you are not the one for me, but I think, if I feel it, it must be true & you said once that dreaming is just about feeling & that was what make you live it.
It's all tangled, it's never clear, what you feel, what you say, what you do, what you make... what the hell! When did you become important in my life? When did I started to care what you do, what you say or what you feel?
& now, I just can think, I'm so fucked up, in love with you... in love with who? Exactly, that person who you don't know, who does not trust you, the one you don't know anything about... & maybe the magic is hidden there, the fact that you are so misterious, so different, maybe that made me fell in love... or maybe I'm so damn confused that I don't even know what is this...
but when you look at me, I feel like flying & when you hold my hand, there are no limits...
It should mean something right?

someone made me feel something (:

It all start with a look... with a look from your eyes, with a smile from your lips, with a nice hello, with a date, with a party, with the moon looking at us, with we holding hands in a cab, with just a goodbye kiss... it all start so easily, it was simple, it was unique...
We start talking hours by phone, i just love the sound of your voice... we were so different, you are someone I thought I could never met, but you are so misterious, so interesting for me, someone I just wanted to be with...
Dream story? True love? First love?
Why humans always need to know everything? Why people can't leave things the way they are? Why do we always need to know the reason or the answer? Why can we just leave it to the magic.. of love?
But this just happens, and doesn't have a reason... it maybe just the human nature.
And also, with all this love, we started feeling different, feelings that at least I've never felt before... jealosy for the first time in my life, feeling that I just found love and that I may lose it so easily, as easy as I found it...
I don't want this to never end, because you make me feel loved once, because you made me feel full, happy and complete...
I just want this to work...